Making the most out of waiting

It’s been a little bit since I last posted a real entry. It’s funny too, if you look at my last entry about the puppy dream. The interpretation of that dream was as I took it was that basically my goal was going to take more time to develop. That is turning out to be true, so it seems.

Before I update on my fertility/TTC situation, let me also add this little goodie. I did my tarot cards the other night. Turned out to be a very interesting reading. Without going into every little detail, the reading basically said this- Cards that described disappointments in the past. Check. My current state regarding the situation was the hangman, which basically means that I am in suspended animation with little progress towards my goals. Check. First of the future was the Empress revered, which can mean difficulty with fertility and pregnancy. Check. That part came true just a few days later, which I will go into in just a minute. Back to the cards, not super positive yet. Buuuuut… the cards leading up to the outcome get better. I can’t remember the exact cards I got and I’m too lazy to find my tarot journal :p but they led me to believe that with some patience, hard work, and time that there would be reason to celebrate, especially in regards to child and pregnancy related situations. So, I’m hanging on to hope for the time being.

As for the fertility problems. My cycle has been getting more and more wacky over the last several months. I recently had some blood work done which came back with high prolactin, which could be causing the ovulation & luteal phase issues that I recently discovered I’m having. I have to go in for an MRI to check for a pituitary tumor that could be the cause of the elevated prolactin. So right now, I am definitely in suspended animation, just waiting to see what happens and what I need to do to get things in order so I can hopefully (Goddess willing) be able to conceive in the future. Hopefully the not too distant future.

I’m not going to waste this time though, however long it may be. I’m taking advantage of it to get myself as healthy as possible. Keeping up with exercise, yoga, meditation, my spiritual well being, and of course eating well. In fact, I just started the green smoothie challenge which you can find out about here.

Other than that, now I just wait and hope and pray!!

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My luck has been pretty "blah" lately, but I'm still going to keep my fingers crossed for this! How cool would it be to win a vitamix!